Thoughts in November

#1 Sometimes I like being encumbered in desolation and deplorable perceptions. It's an initial restraint but as time wears on, it's ravishing and somehow relishing.

#2 Sometimes I still feel glum and astounded that my relationship ended for about half a year. Well, I thought I could make it to my senior but guess that wasn't a part of God's plans. The romantic scenes that I watch on TV or in the cinema has always lamented me and if any of you ever go out on a movie day with me, you'll find that I actually get pretty subtle when a boy and girl are being separated due to some bullshits. That's when I'm actually mourning. Mourning for my memory which has been dead since the beginning of the year. Thus, tears ended up brimming at the corner of my eyes and if the tears are 'overweight' they roll down one drop at a time. The last time it occurred was when I watched The Notebook and Love, Rosie. I don't want to be a spoiler but be well prepared to shed tears when you're intended to watch both of the movies.

#3 This is a year of exception where I actually encounter the typical high school drama. I'm not sure whether I was the part of this drama well apparently I was or maybe I still am but it's ridiculous. They claim hating me because I'm being all snobbish and imposing. Snobbish: I like flaunting off my appearance. Honestly, who doesn't want to be noticed? Who doesn't want to get all the advantages? I'm just a typical girl who wants to get noticed okay, maybe not being noticed by the whole school but my friends that's all. Why would people make such trifling fuss about it? I'd definitely slap the fucking mouth(sorry for the profanity) if you say YOU DON'T WANT TO GET NOTICED BECAUSE THAT, MY FRIEND, IT'S ABSOLUTE PREPOSTEROUS. Imposing: Okay, so you claim that I'm taking advantage of you. Hello, I only take advantage of my CLOSE friends. My kind of advantage is like tasting each other meals and drinks as well as sharing the same toiletries. It's the 21st century for Pete's sake, wake up people. it's not wrong taking that kind of 'advantages' on your friends. OKAY, YEA, MAYBE I HAVE GONE OVERBOARD. SO? WHAT TO DO? YOU. PURGE. OUT. NOT ME. I DON'T CHANGE MY KIND 'ADVANTAGE' TO PLEASE YOU. Like it or not. It's my life. I determine to whether improvising. YOU don't even stand the chance.

#4 My songs of the week are Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran and High Hope by The vamps

#5 I should have stepped out of my comfort zone after all.

#6 I hate people interrupting my conversation with my friends. If you're so intimidated of people criticising you, firstly why don't you change that attitude of yours interrupting other people's conversation.

#7 sometimes I care about the criticism. Maybe some of them. I even cried listening to them at first, but then I stood up and telling myself that this is my life. I deserve a contented life. I rule my life. Not a bunch of hypocrites.

*Warning: if you're offended verbally, it's not my responsibility to comfort your pity little heart. Get your heads held up high and leave this blog immediately.*

Bucket List (Adventures)

Hello readers! Welcome to the month of November and back to my blog! Today I'd like to share my bucket list of adventures. I'm an adventurer. I love venturing myself peril even if it's terrifying to me and the adventures are way out of my comfort zone. Let's begin!

 P/s some of the adventures that have been scratched off I may want to do them again:)

 

1. Participating on a 8km marathon

(This was actually my first run in my entire living. Wasn't really proud of my pace but at least I made it to the finished line :D)

 

2. Standard Chartered Run 2014

( My very first half marathon run and I tell you it was terrific and euphoric experience for me. Again, I wasn't satisfied with my pace because I completed my race in 3 hour 2 minutes time. THEREFORE, I DEMAND A RERUN.)

 

3. Riding on world's scariest roller coaster even though I'm afraid of heights

 

4. Scuba diving

( That's why I learnt swimming when I was 12)

 

5. Being hung upside down in the sky endearing the sunset in Miami or Hawaii or maybe even in Redang)

 

6. Swimming with a baby shark

( Honestly this has been scribbled on my bucket list since I was 7. Due to my lack of swimming ability, I neglected this adventure until I learnt swimming. Thank god I listened to my mum this time, attending swimming lessons. I might have immensely repent and regret to myself if I spurned her offer.)

 

7. Taking control of the helicopter

 

( Well, as if I have a pilot boyfriend)

 

8. SURF BOARDING

 

 

 

( Cladding on my sexy bikini and go on surf boarding with my hair cascading)

 

 

 

9. Takeing off the plane on my own.

 

(My very first time was boarding the Firefly airline from Penang to Subang Jaya airport yay)

 

10. Jumps off from the cliff and dive into the sea/lake

 

11. Going on a one day trip to the woods to watch the sunset

 

12. Go on sledding or dog sledding

 

13. Rock climbing

(Did on a fake rock when I was 14 at 1u's rock climbing centre. But I WANT TO GO ON A REAL ONEEE)

 

14. Paragliding in Miami or Hawaii

( Even though I have a fear of heights)

 

15. Parachuting jump

 

 

16. Goes on a white water rafting

 

Last but not least,

 

 

These are my major adventures that I would like to venture or explore. Fingers crossed I would be able to accomplish all of them before my time comes to the end. That's all for now. Till next time and Happy Autumn!