#1 Sometimes I like being encumbered in desolation and deplorable perceptions. It's an initial restraint but as time wears on, it's ravishing and somehow relishing.
#2 Sometimes I still feel glum and astounded that my relationship ended for about half a year. Well, I thought I could make it to my senior but guess that wasn't a part of God's plans. The romantic scenes that I watch on TV or in the cinema has always lamented me and if any of you ever go out on a movie day with me, you'll find that I actually get pretty subtle when a boy and girl are being separated due to some bullshits. That's when I'm actually mourning. Mourning for my memory which has been dead since the beginning of the year. Thus, tears ended up brimming at the corner of my eyes and if the tears are 'overweight' they roll down one drop at a time. The last time it occurred was when I watched The Notebook and Love, Rosie. I don't want to be a spoiler but be well prepared to shed tears when you're intended to watch both of the movies.
#3 This is a year of exception where I actually encounter the typical high school drama. I'm not sure whether I was the part of this drama well apparently I was or maybe I still am but it's ridiculous. They claim hating me because I'm being all snobbish and imposing. Snobbish: I like flaunting off my appearance. Honestly, who doesn't want to be noticed? Who doesn't want to get all the advantages? I'm just a typical girl who wants to get noticed okay, maybe not being noticed by the whole school but my friends that's all. Why would people make such trifling fuss about it? I'd definitely slap the fucking mouth(sorry for the profanity) if you say YOU DON'T WANT TO GET NOTICED BECAUSE THAT, MY FRIEND, IT'S ABSOLUTE PREPOSTEROUS. Imposing: Okay, so you claim that I'm taking advantage of you. Hello, I only take advantage of my CLOSE friends. My kind of advantage is like tasting each other meals and drinks as well as sharing the same toiletries. It's the 21st century for Pete's sake, wake up people. it's not wrong taking that kind of 'advantages' on your friends. OKAY, YEA, MAYBE I HAVE GONE OVERBOARD. SO? WHAT TO DO? YOU. PURGE. OUT. NOT ME. I DON'T CHANGE MY KIND 'ADVANTAGE' TO PLEASE YOU. Like it or not. It's my life. I determine to whether improvising. YOU don't even stand the chance.
#4 My songs of the week are Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran and High Hope by The vamps
#5 I should have stepped out of my comfort zone after all.
#6 I hate people interrupting my conversation with my friends. If you're so intimidated of people criticising you, firstly why don't you change that attitude of yours interrupting other people's conversation.
#7 sometimes I care about the criticism. Maybe some of them. I even cried listening to them at first, but then I stood up and telling myself that this is my life. I deserve a contented life. I rule my life. Not a bunch of hypocrites.
*Warning: if you're offended verbally, it's not my responsibility to comfort your pity little heart. Get your heads held up high and leave this blog immediately.*
