Thursday 5 November 2015

Shackled: Spm #1

Hey there it's been quite a long time since I've blogged. Long story short, yeah I'm already sitting for once in a lifetime major examination - spm. Honestly, it's unbelievable that I'm actually sitting spm. It was like I just came out from my mother's womb and in a blink of an eye, I already find myself entrenching in the hall.

2th November 2015
It was the day I dreaded the most. I couldn't sleep at all the night before. I found myself rolling back and forth on my bed, apprehensive thoughts about the future kept daunting me. Just when I was deep in sleep, I realised that it was already the devil's call. I remained super calmed honestly though I didn't manage to sleep haha. When I stepped foot into the hall, it was huge and murmured some prayers before I opened the pages. The moment of truth had come. Guess what? I freaked out when I saw the title - Tujuan sambutan hari guru. I thought I couldn't do it but I did and I'm proud of myself. Then it came part B of the paper, I chose question number 2 which was about Aktiviti rekreasi which actually conveys similar contents as Healthy lifestyle. Thank god I followed my bm tuition teacher's predictions and she helped me got through it. Next came the Comprehension part of the BM paper. I did calmly I'd have to say until I encountered the novel section. I swear it was so unexpected when i was required to write about being kerjasama. Nonetheless, I did my best and hopefully it'd pay off.

3th November 2015
It's my favourite subject since I've started schooling and I always ace in it. Can I just how terribly low our English standard in Malaysia? Look at the comprehension part, for God's sake even my 11 year old cousin can do it. All of the answers are already given in the questions. I find it absurd when people find it Malaysia English is tough. If this is hard, my friend, don't ever take British English then.

4th November 2015 History has always been a favourite subject of mine since form 2. I hated history cause I was very deteriorated in BM. I have always ace history but not this time. Well, previously i thought I could but sigh the questions were weird. Pure weirdness.

5th November2015
History Paper 3. As much as i have loved studying history, but i hate Paper 3. It's the most useless paper ever. Ministry of education claims that it will aid in students achieving higher chances of passing History but the truth is it's killing all of the students. Writing 6 papers straight and all we are only awarded with 20% of the whole History paper. More importantly, students barely even learn anything from paper 3. It's just a copy-and-paste act. It was the most HOTS paper I've encountered but i'm glad I'm freed from History Paper 3's "tyranny". I have to say I'll miss studying Malaysian History. 

I can't believe that it's going to be 2016 in two months. 2016. IN TWO MONTHS. I'm heading college soon and encountering more and more people. To the people in high school who have made my high school wonderful thank you so much. To the people who have purged me thank you as well, without you guys, I wouldn't have gotten matured and making me realised that this is a world repleted with challenges in life and that losing people in every stage is pretty much common. To the strangers in high school I've made eye contact with, thank you so much as well. To the people who give me random compliments along the school corridor, thank you so much you don't know that those compliments have brighten up my day. To be continued....