Rhapsody

Hey guyssss. First off, I would like to apologise for the delay of my post as I was having quite a busy week. This week was one of the best weeks that I have ever savoured so far this year. My vivacity, my diversion, my complaisant are incessantly revived. Bleakness has been drifted away. I had been drown in the ocean of depression and desolation for 2 months thanks to all of your lovely, talented,'beautiful' and 'angelic' Godness and Sylvester aka your so called 'Vester'. I've always hated that name. No. I DETEST, HATRE AND RESENT THAT NAME. How would ppl even address him in such a horrible, disgusting and a ghoul name? Been crying over spilt milks. Been skulking over slightest trifling trivial. I really hated myself. Things worsened when I was diagnosed with the Dengue fever and was hospitalised for 4days3nights. The days in the hospital was a real torture. I had no companion at all. Merely the electronic devices were there for me. I was utterly depressed because of loneliness. After that, I was discharged from the hospital and had a week of respite due to my debility. Again, I was sunk in solitary and I even hated all of my friends. I had the perception that I have no friends after all. When I needed them, there were nowhere to be found. I went berserk of all of my friends including you guys lol. BUT, all of these negativity were vanished ever since I resumed to school. I realised that all of you did care about my existence and I was really gratified of your concerns. Therefore on this post I'd be talking about many things. Enjoy!

(14.2.14-Forever)

The first person that I would really like to thank is YinFun. Remember there was a line where I hated everyone because of your ignorance and negligence? Yeah well she's the only one that I never felt detested. She had been there for me since the day I was absent. She had been chatting with me endlessly every single day. I was really worried about her academics but turned out she aced all of her subjects. I really thank God for that. There was a day where the both of us got drunk at 12.30am and we started 'singing' kyungsoo's part in Growl visually. We even did the hand sign thingy. Therefore, we should totally get drunk someday!!!!!!! Don't be startled and flinched if you see me and Yinfun singing and dancing to Growl at the street or Xiupei's house someday.Hahahahaha. I earnestly will never forget that moment. She's a really fun person to hang out with but the society just never acknowledges her… Sadddd… Anyways I'm really fortunate that we got closer this year. She also made my day when she purposely came to the canteen just to give me a hug. I was really overwhelmed! Thank you so much I'm really truly blessed xoxo. We should talk more in school toooo. If you want to be an idiot for a day, I'd be honoured to play the act of an idiot with you too. Have I ever mentioned that she was the one who sought my cheerfulness back? I couldn't help myself laughing every time when we're together hahahahaha. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

1.3.14

JingLin and Karen decided to visit me unexpectedly. I had no idea why but I'm really glad that they did. I felt superb when JingLin told me that they were going to visit on Saturday. Deep inside my heart, I thought whoa, even though it's been 2 years since we're separated, we can still maintain our friendship. Therefore I believe that we would have bonded an eternal friendship. We took a lot of selfies: weird ones and pretty ones. They even tried on my clothes! They appeared to be fond of my closet hahahaha. I don't want to blab much cause you-know-I-know right? We had lots of gossip sessions and we enjoyed it. When talking to them it was as though time flowed back in 2012, where the 3 of us stick together and hang around with each other. We had several outings and I honestly missed them so much. You guys are really awesome. I have tones of things to share with you guys and I'm sure JingLin has a lot to say too. Thank you so much for dropping by and we should totally have a sleep over night too. I can't wait for the release of The Amazing Spiderman Part2 and The Fault In Our Stars. LET'S GO AND WATCH.

The first week of school:

Everyone was rejoiced to see my return. They rendered me hugs and concerns about my health. I liked JingLin's and Yinfun's hugs the most. I liked JingLin's because she's a meaty hugger! She hugged me tightly every time we stumble upon each other. Whereas Yinfun's hugs are somehow repleted with candid genuineness. Of course I love each and everyone's hugs. People had been asking me how it was like to have dengue and my feelings during the 4days3night stay in the hospital. I had also been recounting the story over and over again. All of the lessons in school went smoothly. I completed most of the homeworks except for English. See I love this subject the most but my teacher somehow doesn't like the subject. She doesn't even fathom most of the words. For example: There has been a word 'void' inscribed on your English test paper. All of my classmates(excluding me) didn't know the meaning of it. Guess what my teacher said. She said the meaning of 'void' is vacant. I went livid. "NO, TEACHER IT'S 'WITHOUT'." I literally spat the shit out of her face. She somehow didn't seem compatible with me and gave me a hot glare. Man, it's obviously that I got the meaning correct but the teacher didn't seem please about me. The other thing I hate my English teacher is that she somehow underestimates me. We were doing our summary in class on Tuesday. I grabbed Jiayin's book and copied right in front of her eyes. "Hey girl, what are doing? Copying heh?" "Teacher, I'm just copying the points, I'd modify the words." I sounded demanding. In the end, teacher trod at my place and checked my summary. She was speechless. She perused my modified words and kept reassuring the words. I was like erm do you really understand what I'm writing or handwriting is too ugly to be fathomed? Eventually, she gave me 5 out 5 marks for my language cause I modified and amended most of the words. Most people only rewarded with 3/4 out of 5. See, this is why people, never ever underestimate me. Especially English teachers. They see me as a slothful little brat who does nothing but copying. But hell, when it comes to writing, you'd get blown away by my masterpiece.

During some of the lessons, I tend to be talkative. Like really talkative. My mouth just can't be shut especially when sitting next to Xiupei. Cantonese dialects are audible in class. We laugh, we yell, we talk like there's no tomorrow. These days, we have happened to talk profusely as we've discovered our mutual interests: Fitness and Workout. There was a day out of the 5 days in school we literally discussed everything we acknowledge about Workout and Fitness. We are totally motivated because there's this force pulling us to the gravity that we need to be hard core. Therefore, we call ourselves the Workout Freaks and Workout Companions. But to her and everyone, I'm a more hard core and intense workout and fitness girl. Recently I have been working out a lot. Dawn till dusk. No joke man. I wake up at 5.40am in the morning just to do my abs workout. Then in the evening, I'd go jogging and do my abs workout and my legs workout. I'm doing all these not because I'm afraid to gain weight but because I want to be slim and slender like I looked like because getting the Dengue fever.

I'm currently poring over a book intriguingly named as 'The Fault In Our Stars'. It's a book where fictional romance begins. It's a very stupid book but I like it. I love the lines in the book. It's a metaphor: You put the killing between your teeth, but you don't give the power to do its killing." This is my favourite line and JingLin knows the true meaning it:3 I don't want to write out too much details and points of this book cause it'll take me a whole blog post for me to do so. Carry on. Recently I've been stalking girls. Not ordinary girls but Victoria's Secret Model girls. Yeap. Drooling right? There's this model affectionately named Candice Swanepoel and Barbara Palvin. Wtf, they're like the most beautiful girl in the world. They literally melted me. Ohmygosh, I whined and wailed whenever looking at their photos. Impeccable and respondent in all dresses and bras. GOD. I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM. Therefore, Chanyeol, Barbara Palvin and Candice Swanepoel are my new addiction. GOD. THEY'RE LIKE A PERFECTION TO ME. HOW CAN I NOT BE CAPTIVATED. ALTHOUGH, I may like Victoria's Secret Model doesn't mean that I'm fond of their products. Tbh, I'm not a fan of their products. I'm a fan of every branded stores but I just don't like Victoria's Secret products. I just can't get it why hmm. Oh yeah I'm recently "recruited" in One Republic's fanbase!!! Woohoo! I always listen to their music when I'm editing my blog even now I guess.

In conclusion, this has been a joyful and fruitful week! I have been vivacious and cheerful all week long and it is all thanks to you people for making this to happen:3 Thank you for giving me such an awesome week. I love each and every one of you here. Thank you for reading my super long post xoxo.


That's all for now. Ciao•Xoxo ♥

Barbara Palvin my lady.

 

I literally gawped and melted. She's really smoking hot.

This is Candice Swanepoel. She's a South African girl. She's also my grace.

This is my idiot, Chanyeol.